sorry for your loss,,my friend,,, i had just put my dog to sleep recently last monday,,, he was with us for 10 yrs + ,surgery 3500 dollars,,, couldnt afford it,,, couldnt see him in pain,, this month has been sucky for me also , so i know what you been going thru,,, my other dog is seeing us sad,, and she is trying to cheer us up,, but i think she knows that somethign has happen to our lil chihuahua chico,,,
but your baby is in doggy heaven now, and pickles isnt suffering,,,
chin up my friend