Codeman, I just saw this as I am a newbie. I had to leave the computer after about 3 pages, was pretty choked up. I will keep ya'll in my prayers. I totally believe in miracles because my God is still in the miracle business. Just keep your eyes focused on Him and he will lead you thru it. You know prayer is hard for me to understand, God knows everything that is going on and what will happen in the future. What he desires is for us to talk to him, have a personal relationship with Him. This one thing is mind boggling to me. The creator of this universe doesn't need any of us, however he desires us, he wants that close relationship with us. Praying that God will continue to heal your wife and for you and yours family's strength.